Gospel jesus, I may have just understood why you urge prayer

 The world is mad, insane, having left behind the spirit of our father that is born in us, we've left it early in childhood. 

No credit to me I have a little bit left. It feels like life to me when it is in charge, nothing else does. 

But a multi trillion dollar economy is screaming at me in a way that drowns out the voice, the music, that is my soul. 

I think I understand just this moment how necessary praying may be as a way of empowering the spirit of our father Within me, and keeping him part of me, and in charge.

I expect to begin extensive practice with this. Thank you.