In every way I was taught that such things should be ignored. Unachievable, blah blah blah.

 I Now understand that you exactly meant what you said. That we should live as though that if our lives do not Delight your way, that they offend your way, it if we live iniquity, we may be loved, but we will be gone. Jesus, I don't want any other way. If I have offended you, if I have lived iniquity, I want to be gone. That would be just.