That Christianity is run by Predators for predators, is no longer inconceivable to me.

 It has been inconceivable to me up until this moment. A lifelong of brainwashing that people are basically good. Infants are basically good, but in our culture rarely does anyone Escape toddlerhood and still be good.

How crippled I have been with this Blinder although it has resulted in some deep long learning of lessons.

And by predator I am not emphasizing sexual predation. Exploitation of people in all relevant areas including sexual. In a culture that produces sick people as our Western cultures do, it would be amazing if it were not the Norm that the leadership of churches is not predatory in nature. There's no reason to think that it would be otherwise.